Change

Time circles by so fast that I wanna rewind.

Going back to the memories that we left behind.

As I write this blog of mine, please spare me my tears because you are always in my mind. 

To the times we spent together, how happy I am to say that my life did get so much better. 

I know we are not the typical one in our relationship. I honestly hate you for being so strict. I hate you for being so high in putting standards. I know that you know that I cannot reach your dream. I am sorry, for I wasn't able to set your light on a high beam.

As the nights passes by, If only I can change. But, I know I cannot change the days, weeks, months and years just as the nights changes. I can never change.

Now that you're gone, I thought It'l be all done. I thought I'd be happy. I thought I'd be glad. But, nah! I honestly envy the people who hugs, comforts and bonds with their main woman. 

I thank you for spending your little time with me. Because I know, someday,  I will be free.